I am really trying hard to give alcoholism a go. I'm not doing it for a laugh or because I think it's cool I just want to know how it feels to depend on something, even if it is alcohol, and see how/if that changes me. It's very difficult to actually do this though. Most people see alcoholism these days as binge drinking or drinking too much at any given time. I think real alcoholism is drinking too frequently.
I'm not really doing this for the fun or heck of it, more for my personal knowledge base; I like to know everything. I like to learn.
I want to be able to understand when someone speaks about this, not to relate or sympathise with them but to be able to understand and take the required steps to helping them.
I want to grow and be something and this is one of the only things I can think of that might help me right now...... As silly as this all sounds =p
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